X'mas round d corner

Xmas round d corner.. but I'm just as excited as most people would be.. on that eve,I'll be hanging out with my friends... and on the day, I'll be with my family...

Suddenly, felt that in this world, i always know that I'm not the most unfortunate person but can't help that, compare myself to my siblings, to my dear true friends, I'm still lonely.. in my heart... comparing a lot of my quality with those around me, I don't sees any good of me...

I wanted to work hard, to improve it all, but somehow, it always fails or does not work...

I hoped that one day my dreams and wishes come trues.. and that day, I'll be happy and content with no worries...