Thursday, March 30, 2006

my furture for this year is still a mistery...

well,other ppl has know what is coming up next for them...

me?...i am still lost...feeling helpless and fear...

i hope that i really can get into a better condition soon...i guess...

at least i still have that little bit of confidence in me....but it just can't get outta my mind...it is still weighting heavily in my mind and heart as its such an serious and important matter to me...

come on,i'm not that bad-luck gal am i....?pls....

i don't believe it...i just don't believe that with my sincere attitude i can't get it right....

wish for all the best in me...

don't ask me why cause it might sadden me again...

because i can onli face this alone...no one can help me but myself...

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Life....is just a journey....





Life...is full of ups and downs....surprise...happiness....sadness...and things that happen out of wat u think....
when things get hard....u can onli try and take it easy,face the challenges that has happen to u...
after some times,things get better,that is the time when u got all ur "Good" results...

tml is the day im goin to simei....gotta see the section head there personal and that gives me kinda freak out...a little scary....but i gotta face it...no body can help....even if both of my frens comes along wif me...

i stil gotta face it alone,by myself...
it's up to me,myself...
onli i can help myself...

if i can't...my life would be ruined under my own hands....
wish my luck....

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Bad mood


Just as i expected...mine is always not so smooth...the results out...and...well,i really don't wish to write it here...i am too sad...it'll make me cried more...some of u know what's going on...so,don;t need me to repeat....haiz....more waiting ahead....waiting for amiracle...

but,congrats to weiling,betty and agatha for making it to simei...congrats!!!!

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I'm might gonna have a doggie soon...



Well,i am so excited about the adobtion..you see...recently,my dad check on a web site of a company named "ADS"short for actions for dogs saved...then we check it out...
well,we found one black dog named shadow...she's a morgerl mix slightly with labrador blood...
she is only 1yrs 3 months...she has got very good balck in colour coat...and was healthy...
she was born a stray but she has got a owner...
the ASD people though that she has found a "Forever Home"..living in a big bagulow with a big garden....but then,ended up she was chained up in the back yard for the past whole year....poor thing...she don't deserved that...
so i really hope to adobt shadow...
well,i am so nervous about the results of which campus i'll be sent to....
hoping and wishing hard that i can really really get into simei ITE....
really really hope...please.....please.....