Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Still not mood and no miricales..


haiz...its the 3rd week since 21st march 2006..and there's sitll no news at all...

which i'm dying soon...everyone has started thier class and starting to absorb news knowleage where i'm am still no elsewhere..still lost...I went to see to the Section Head on 15 may and this is what she says:," your sis case is ok,i can still manage to squise her in but as for you,u got to wait patiently." not tt word,patiently again...i hv been told lots of time bout it...but yet my answer is all the same..

I pray to the god and even ask for a hint..my god says i can get in..but till now there's no news...i think my path wd be a dead one although i believe what my god says...coz i think my god just wanna let me feel good and told me that i can get in eh...which is well..fake...

When is it my turn...ppl around been asking me which campus u gone to or which course r u at...but i can oni told them the real answer that im on waiting list...which is i clearly noe that they are looking down on me...

And once again,im back to square-one..in the lonely and dark side of this world..which brings me back to the bad memory of when im in sec 1,which is realli horrible..and thinking abt it,and remembering im still on waiting list does hurts a lot...

by the way,just bring a gd news which is half related to me,that is my sis,betty has sucessfully transfer from ITE Simei To ITE Clementi..

COngrats to her...but a sour feeling to me...T.T coz im still waiting...T.T

and im blaming myself and hurting myself..pinching myself to let me remeber a lessons...a lessons tt i will never ever ever forget....

and now,this song "Had a bad day" is the song i hv been listening for quite a few months oreadi..been listening to it everyday...the melody explain my mood...

Not gd...

T.T

T.T...

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Monday, May 08, 2006

Change of choice

well,i have call up the SH of admin a few days ago to change my appeal choice...also helped my sis to let the SH noe that she wanna transfer over too as she cannot take in the stress at simei and also might not be able to do well in accounts..
I'm still praying every single day...also wrote to MOE and SH of admin too..hope that i can get in the course as soon as possible..
I have oreadi miss the orientation week..don't wanna miss out the 1st week they start lessons..
come on,miricales..please come to me...
I'm waiting...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

still no mirecales



haiz...i still have no news abt it...i'm still waiting for a chance to go for my higher nitec, Accounts in ITE College East(Simei) I wanna go to the same school as my sis...poor her,got to go alone....today, is her 2nd day of sch..the 2nd day of me waking up so early just to help her prepare for school...
I misses all the good times in secondary school,same class with my sis, same class with my best grp of frens...
if within this few days,still no news about my appeal..i might have to give up...and apply for CDAC,higher nitec admin..but i still don noe the ceft can go poly or not...so i am still thinking abt it..
i wanted so badly to go to my dream poly...
i still wanted to go ITE College East (Simei) for accounts so badly..even though i noe,accounts is hard for me, i still insit on goin to ITE College East(Simei)..if i am give n the chance,and i got in the course,i will really put in a lot of efford and hard work..if i can get in,although is different class,but i don't mind...same school as my sis can liao... haiz... pray hard n still hope for it...