Friday, September 28, 2012

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone
You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Looked down on
What is your True Fear?
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In year 2009, i took the same quize. my results is commitment... now i took the same quiz again...it's another different results...

can i just say..the results are accurate so far...??

Hi! a long long time after i last updating my blog~

Hey! just came up and updated my blog...
It's been over 2 years since i last touch/updated my blog...updated abit on my datas cause it was my datas 2 yrs ago...so changed abit here and there...not much though..
Many things happened...

Graduating from ITEs, getting jobs, experiencing different things...
I am sure i have grown up alot... but i still hasn't seen much of this world...

I have so much to say but i just don't know where to start from!

Currently, my 2 years project job just ended not long ago, now resting at home for a short period before i start working again..(while waiting for my manager's next project, i'm on job hunting)

Friends, especially besties around me changed alot.. some friends of my ages, gots better in career, some married, some of us still studying to get better certs for better future... all of us in different directions... but i'm still glad that my besties of grp are with me despites our busy life..

My mum, still pink in health and i pray hard she will continue to get better.. my dad too, hoping he is better in health, knowing my dad is getting older, he is about to retire in few years time, i as the eldest kid gotta work hard to improve our family's quality lifestyle...

My little bro, just entered NS about 2 to 3 weeks ago, he's doing great and adapting well.
my sis, as usual, although for the last 2, 3 years, our sisterly relationship begings to have some cracks... but recently got better...

my Dog, Amber is still great in health, although she is currently 8 yrs old going 9, a senior dog, but she is still as strong and active liked a 2 yr old!
My sibling's dog too! both 5 but are mischevious!

for me, i...just realised that i have my 1st crush in my own 23 years life... it camed ringing to me already... he is a really great guy..a special guy that is different... but due to some reasons and adding some "bad people" adding salt and sugar causing misunderstandings and creating a mess of the situations, i can't get to him...but i believe god arranged this way for me.. he and i will still meet...
OS: partly because of my irresponsible and reckless behaviour, cause many of us suffer...if miracle happens, i won't want the history to repeAat but hoping the situation will go better and smooth instead..
OS: i'm still single despite my age... and i admit, i never had a bf...i'm kinda slow i guess..lol...
But i also realised, with friends around me having boyfriends and into romance matter or even marriage...they are all mostly about to or had enter another stage of life.... i do aware i am having some forbia to it... that...i think it's not a rush to me since i'm young...didn't think much bout it anyway...  cause being a single or attached is not a big matter to me... as long as i still feels happy and free like what a saggitarius always is... but i do admit, marriage to me is scary....(PS: didn't wanna touch on the topic)

but i hope to be a better me, so my parents won't be worry about me so much... my career is a big goal to me... so currently, although am lazy, but with my sis's proper talks with me clicks my logic sense that i'll plan to study to get a diploma cert for a better job with higher pay for better quality life for myself, my family, my dog and if i had my loved ones too... one of my greatest wish among all my wishes,dreams and goals, if i can, i shall wanna participated in any of the following:
  • Sponsors a - dog- programme at a local shelter
  • Volunteering on weekends for fund raising for animal shelters or welfare
  • Volunteering to accompany, walks, play or bath  animals at the shelters
  • Helping abandon pets or pets needed to get a forever home
  • Monthly donations to any local shelters
And, even after my amber passed on(I have some plans for Amber already when she passed on, she's my treasure) i will still continue to adopt another dog as pet. I clearly remember my promise to Amber the 1st day she arrives, so i will give that promise to my 2nd dog and so on...

As some updated photos over the 2 years...
Amber's latest photo as taken on today dated : 28 Sep 2012
 That's me & Amber in a Pet Model Catwalk Show(Amber is one of the Model) in 2010 at Singapore Polytechnic.
 That's Amber in a Pets Magazine Cover Dog Compeition PhotoShoot at April 2011, The theme "Amber in WonderLand" located at Fort Canning
 That's me & my besties at this year, 2012, a gathering a month after CNY.
 That's me in 2011, participating in a charity work for a holistic pet shop raising funds for animals.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Resident Comunity X'mas party on 18/12/10





Last night, our jie jies bring Amber and Dawn down to attend the X'mas party organised by the RC nearby.

Snowy stayed home with gor gor as it's really cold outside...

We meet up with brana jie jie and our friends, Gydae and Chocolate!

Monday, July 27, 2009

Mum's Birthday!

Today's was mummy's birthday.

I and my siblings had planned a surprise celebration for her.
We bought Vanilla Fruit Sponge Cake for the celebration and Snow Jelly(Xue Ge Aka 雪蛤) as her birthday present.

Not forgetting our dogs, We also prepared and bought special treats for them to join in the celebration.

Here's a slide-show dedicated to the happy moments and let it do the talking...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

My New hairstyle in 2009






Just go to have a new hair cut... now with my new hair style... short hair, siok!!!

now feels so happy and cooling in hot weather these days...

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Food Exhibition at Expo on 2 june 09

Today we went to the food exhibition at expo.. it's the last day of the food exhibition and look at the people there!!! a lot of people are there!!!








All the walkings, tasting of free food samples, carrying big and small bags of shoppings...








It does tired all of us... imagine about 8kg carrying all both your arms and hands... super heavy...

but it was fun... haha...

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Dumpling Festival 2009




Today is Dumpling Festival.. mum prepared and made some dumpling for all of us...
It was delicious!

A few days ago, mum actually started preparing for the dumpling festivals...

So starting a few days ago, she's already busy with the ingredients and cooking...

All her hard work and effort paid of for these delicious, tasty and wonderful dumplings...

Thanks mum for your tasty dumplings!

Happy Dumpling Festivals...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Shu Ee's back from her oversea trip and Soda's back home...






it's been some time since i blog again...

well,i'm kinda lazy... haha

anyway, Shu Ee's back from her oversea trip and she came over today to fetch Soda which she leave it with me and my sister to take care for 4 days while she's away for her trip..

So since day 1 till last night, i have been sleeping on the floor just to block Soda and prevent Soda from disturbing Amber from sleeping... When Amber(My beloved dog) is sleeping at night, when she's disturbed from her sleep, she will snap directly with no warnings! so i don't want Soda to get injured just because Soda accidentally disturb Amber's sleeps...

Anyway, i had quite a lot of fun having Soda around for this 5 days... i think i have lost touch with a puppy for a long long time! it's great to have Soda around although i wasn't use to it in the beginning and was a little shag at the start...

Soda was really energetic, curious and playful!!! and when each time, feeding Soda is a challenging task cause he will come dashing to his food!!! lol.. what a cute little glutton...

And for a small body of Soda, he's got really big paws and super strong too!

He's super sensitive to sound too! whenever i played a music, be it a k-pop music or classical music, his head will go tilling... cute reactions!!!

but i can somewhat sense that, although Soda is still a puppy, i can feel that he misses home, misses his "mummy"....

So am glad that he's back to his "mummy" today... haha

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Happy Mother's Day 2009

Today is Mother's day. Wishing all mothers have a wonderful and enjoyable day with your family.

every year's mother's day, we always planned surprise to celebrated and spend this meaningful festival with our whole family but this year's mother's day celebration, my siblings and i don't made any plans because lack of finance(from our each of our)
so maybe tonight we'll just have a simple feast outside..
OS: hopefully next year, we can planned a really good celebration again..

Vesak Day 2009

Firstly, today is Vesak Day. so at here, I wish everyone have a enjoyable day¬

Today, i had my dinner outside with my siblings and mum. We had duck rice for dinner which was a delicious dinner.

After dinner, we went to the nearby spacious place, there is an Temple Dinner there.. we went to offer our prayers.

As we heard that there's the 3 Step - 1 kneel ceremony(3步1拜),we head to Bukit Gombark Stadium
and take a look. I remember me, my siblings together with our parents did participate it this ceremony once in the past too.. it was a good experience but was a little tiring and really dirty as that time was raining season hence we were all really wet, smelly and dirty at that moment.

but this year, we didn't participate in it. We just watched and chant along their scriptures as well...



Here's some nice shot of us on the hill top watching the whole spectacular scene..

Friday, May 08, 2009

Wonder Girls new songs



Wonder Girls new song "Now" a new remix of Fin KL..
nice!
i preferred Wonder girl's version.. lol

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Bad news regarding my mother...

haiz...today my mum went to her appointment with the doctor, and the results of her blood test is out...

she got diabetics...

this is a shocking news to me... right now,i'm real worried bout my mother...

Monday, April 27, 2009

SS501 - Another Pop Korea Boy Group




recently after watching a hot K-drama, "Boys Over Flowers" i came to know about this Pop Group whom the leader casted in as "Yi Ji Hoo"(Acted by Kim Hyung Joong) and the rest of the members participated in a few songs in the OST. (Because i'm stupid, Making a Lover)

they have some really nice songs and dance too! Cool Mv too~

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Missing the clarinet...

some of you may know, in my sec 1 school years, i used to be a clarinet in the school's military band...

although i quit, and it's been a long time since i touched and played the clarinet but deep in my heart, i have never given up on playing and wanting to know about clarinet and music...

so, i was planning, after i got a job, i will start saving and buy a clarinet and start playing it again...

i have already found one that i really like on the internet and i have already am on terms with the seller...

and the 1st pro song that i wanna learn will be "Clarinet Polka".


this is the song that i have heard and listened to often since i watched the japanese anime, La Corda D Oro...

Monday, April 20, 2009

My True Fear results....

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Commitment

Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.

Losing Someone
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Death
Looked down on
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz


OS: quite true about me...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Worried about mother...

Today early in the morning at 5am++, i was suddenly awaken by my sister.. i was told that mum's High Blood pressure raised and she was really not feeling well... dizzy and vomiting...
I wake up and went to my mum's room to see if she's ok....
i only had 3 hours of sleep but i wouldn't care as i wanna find out if my mother is ok...
me and sis took turn to measure mum's BP with the BP device... amber and dawn suddenly woke up and look for us at mother's room...

after a few hours of rest, mum's BP was still not normal... but she isn't feeling as bad as earlier on... after another 1 hour or so, mum and sis fall in sleep again... amber and dawn too were sleeping around too... including me..

all of us sleeped and woke up again around 11.30am... we had our lunched, feed the dogs their breakfast and walked them... then off the both of us, sisters accompany our mother to the nearby polyclinic to do a health-check up... though currently her situation is stable, what according to the doctor, my mum is suspected to have diabetics... it's not confirmed untill her follow up check up for the blood test and diabetics tests are done...

for now, i think, all of us will have to change our diet to something more simple, more healthy... reducing unhealthy food like fried food, oily food, sweet drinks and etc...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

My dearest Amber's 5th Birthday!







Today is my beloved dog(JRT, the one in the middle), Amber's birthday... as i'm still not rich enough to afford her a birthday cake, so i just to buy some simple treats like breads and ice cream(which i usually don't buy de treats..) for her and her doggy siblings... Happy Birthday, Amber! May you have a long, healthy and happy lifetime! 사랑해요 = Sarang Hae Yo (I Love You in Korea) 생일 축하합니다 = Saengil Chukha Hammida (Happy Birthday in Korea)

OS: I promised to get you a Birthday Cake next year ok?? you know it, i will never break my promise with you...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

She Ee's new puppy!


on 10 April 2009, we went to pasir ris farmway to accompany shu ee to get a puppy.. as she's a 1st time dog owner, so she asked me and betty (both of us each own one dog) to accompany her and to provide her neccesary advice..

we rearch there around 2++pm.. walked around then met up with the person who are suppose to show her the puppy... after viewing, screening the pup, shu ee decided on this puppy...(photo above) and named it Soda... wat a cute boy...

then we go of to the nearby pets mover to buy all the neccesary things needed for the puppy... and went back to the pet hotel to pick up Soda...

shu ee's friend give us all a ride to shu ee's house(thnxs for the ride) then me and betty get down to help set up the cage and everything....

just am glad and welcome shu ee on board as a dog lover!!!


Photo by Miss Cheang Shu Ee

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Boys Over Flowers, KOrea Version of Hana Yori Dango and Metor Garden




At the moment, i'm crazy over one the latest and hottest K-drama in 2008..
That is Boys Over Flower, the Korean version of Meteor Garden and Hana Yori Dango
Comparing to the 3 version, i actually liked the Korea Version the best... though i watched the Taiwanese and Korea Version only... but among the 3, i preferred Korea Version... haha...










Paradise by T-Max (Opening Theme of Boys Before Flowers)


I'm stupid by SS501 (Ending Song of Boys Before Flower)

Friday, April 03, 2009

kanon wakeshima still doll[PV]



The song is the closing theme for the Japanese Anime Vampire Knight.

lyrics:
japanese:Hi miss alice
Anata garasu no
Me de donna yume wo
Mirareru no?
Mirareru no?

Mada atashi
Kokoro ga sakete
Nagarederu

Tsukurotta
Sukima ni sasaru
Kioku-tachi

Hi miss alice
Anata ga jitsu no
Kuchi de dare ni ai wa
Nageteru no?
Nageteru no?

Mou atashi
Kotoba o tsumaku
Shita no netsu

Same kitte
Meteru outamo
Utae nai

Still, you do not answer


The song's lyrics were written by Kanon Wakeshima and the music by Malice Mizer and Moi Dix Mois guitarist Mana. Its music video appeared on the internet several weeks prior to its release.
About:"still doll" is the debut single of Japanese singer and cellist Kanon Wakeshima and is due to be released May 28, 2008.

I have always liked some songs that are dark and mysterious.... it may seem scary but it's kinda artistic...
like when i have a period that i'm extremely crazy over Eternal Silent by Phantasmagoria...though i still listen and love Eternal Silent...

Thursday, April 02, 2009

The Lee Jun Ki endorsement product - Pomegranate Drink


Today,i finally found and bought the Pomegranate drink that one of my favorite Korea Artiste, Lee Jun Ki endorsed on... the Pomegranate drink taste sweet... hehex.. it cost me SGD$1.35 for this small bottle! a little expensive but quite nice de...